forever tears...

2005-06-10T16:26:00.000-07:00

Blog Closing Down, End Of July
Reason : Couldn't be bothered to blog, just like any other stuff.

2005-05-17T10:41:00.000-07:00

yep, im back from Sentosa and a very long sleep at home lol,

saturday went for soccer training..so wet...very hard to dive and all..fuck man...-.- the thought of no shower makes me dont even want to dive more..

den today go sentosa..meet up with tf and dom and cl..den go bugis meet the rest den go sentosa..on the way there raining..what the fuck lol nvm
k had fun at sentosa, nt gonna go anything detail or what, brainstuck for now, lemme find somethin to eat...

2005-05-04T21:56:00.000-07:00

back from chalet..suffering from a 39.3 degree celcius fever. darn i feel like im floating, but anyways, just want to fill you guys with what i did for the chalet..

by the way, my toe nail came off and i saw the blue black of the nail, cant really get it off lol, lets wait for it to heal..then i shall continue with my soccer training..hope my fever dont go too high..den i'll forget everyone hurhur.

first day, came with triton ting fong and cl, bought some stuff at white sands lei...we comparing 1.5 litre coke the price, 1.30 for 3 in one pack, 1.40 for single, of course we took 3 in one pack, den dominic said they dont wan coke *bang wall*

reach there in cl's "car" ROFL, den saw the people, 2g girls appeared, surprise? abit, how i wish they could stay, could have much more fun! den play soccer, bbqed, and prepared for the bbq and stuff, then it was 2.45am, CHELSEA VS LIVERPOOL!, as a hardcore liverpool fan, of course we went all out when luis garcia tapped in the one and only goal of the match, good job pool, dudek made a good save for lampard's free kick, whee, triton said he will eat pong pong if chelsea lose to pool, well, chelsea lost and he havent ate the pong pong yet :living room was split into 2, one side chelsea, (5 or 6), the other side liverpool (the rest! lol)
den went sleep, lala, nxt morning wake up den return home...huibin went to work..i was going back too..so wonderin if should meet her..no huibin i will not wear your clothes! lol. anyway reach eunos, found out she sleeping, her lil bro told me, owell, i decided to read the paper and let her sleep awhile longer den left her an sms, which woke her up, there she comes, purple hair girl, no one is as cool as you! lol :\ ok den reach loyang, continue to bbq and watch tv..saw cherriann on tv..she was coming that night..:o

anyways, i'll blog the rest later, im fainting, please, if i die, those who see this, please tell my siblings to burn Azumanga Daioh for huibin and thanks for everything guys, the chalet is superb,
END OF PART 1, to be continued, maybe lol

2005-04-30T15:46:00.000-07:00

hello my fans, i am back lol

the leg hl and alan kick one, still pain, and i've no idea whats wrong with it.

i've been to ITE simei liao, ren ming bah gl, take the longer route you stupid fucker, lol.

been busy playin this java game, kinda interesting, you build up alot of different skills to build up a town and defend it, to protect yourself and stuff.

didnt went for soccer training this week, no boots and my leg is not healing(at all) argh.

oh hey cherriann lao po, finally found out my existence liao huh? lol, wonder how're you doing heh heh..

bored bored bored..what a fucking hot week..the weather is terrible..vegetable...whatever..argh hot hot hot, my lil bro down with fever currently (nanny of the day = gl) its 6.50am now geeez

HOT HOT HOT..sibeh hot....

having bukit timah climbing trip..with my 5kg bag of rice.. WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE TO BRING THE BALL TO CLIMBING >_<"" thats no fair >:O!

after hike..one day rest....

den get ready for chalet!! muahaha!!!!

why so lil people this time geez, SO LIL PEOPLE :O!!!

so most of the time next week, wouldn't be online...LIVERPOOL YOU MUST WIN CHELSEA!!!! XD!!!

later people, have fun with life.

2005-04-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

right..looking at my right toe..it has a blue black on it...darn..fucken pain..grr -___-"

Listening to : DJ mango - EuroDancer :Feeling : sleeping, yawn!
Mood : Ok-Ok mood :
heh, mor'ning people..April 17 now..just had soccer training yesterday at old airport road..hmm! wow..looking at ken's ability and mine..we're far off..he can do some keeper training i cant..i really need to improve on my albs and arm work..so far from ken..hmm..

the 2 sides soccer was great yesterday..didnt do any punishment..hur..after that was some shooting practice..was pretty satisfied with my performance..7 balls the most i let in was 3..the others 2, 1, or even 0..good job people..i guess it was ken's pulling that tired u guys out..lol, that made me save the ball easily.

after that came home and slack, too tired to move around, walk around and go shower, eat eat, read manga, do nothing at com, slept at 10pm, for the first time this month -.-"

last thurs we had a match..lost it though...good job people...good job to opponent too..did some good saves too..it was our attacking force that went down..sub 2 defenders in..midfielders were crowded with defenders at their penalty box...:O good job both teams

anyways, i guess this whole week was football week, liverpool and chelsea went thru liao, so did PSV and Ac Milan..hmm..liverpool will win chelsea! muahah, cisse's back, with a nice haircut, and with full of debut goals to score against cech! :O

Song listening to - CrossFade - Broken Like An Angel
Mood : Same as above

bah -.-"

2005-04-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

well, here i am blogging again, april 11, 2005 =) * requested by nicole

mood : tiring
bored meter : full
song listenin to : mcfly - all bout you =O

geez -.- i just finished washing my boots xD and i smell myojo chicken noodles..
lets start off with how i spent my day..
woked up at 1pm..got ready for match stuff..thought it rain..well it didnt bother me that much bout getting muddy..but as long as i get to play..heh..
reach sch by bus *yes! so long nv take 64* lol, den walk in..no teachers saw me lei..maybe because the weather is DARK -__- yes it is dark, and its gonna rain anytime lol.
i reach the usual area den cannot play..the ppl all go home liao..sian..den talk with ah woo and the ppl..heh..talk bout their courses..geez..why am i always the odd one out? lol always i stupidest heh, nvm~
den the rain subsided..den decided to change equipment to play..since come here liao...might as well play..hahah..den play play..ken jio some ppl for match..den play play..did a few save..all my fly didnt save any..but ken say good try..lol..he say can fly already lei..not bad..yes im home, didnt saw any girls lei today oww..lol, this saturday getting jersey! =D

well, the day before went to bugis to pay for jersey $..saw dom ah ying roy and woo..came with tf..den after that go watch The Pacifier..lol..got a family..laugh like siao..not funny also laugh..siao one...spoiler of the show man..fuck..was cool though the show..not bad..after that go home, watch tv sleep.

well, that raps up wht ive been doing for the last week and start of this week. still wondering if i should go work at giordano or not, hmm hmm, nbm lol

argh my gloves are wet! SOAKING WET! T_T

how's life everyone! = well..TP haven accepted my DAE..aw..=(
bah, pool anyone?

song listening to : Crossfade - Cold

=]

2005-04-04T00:32:00.000-07:00

ok..wendy told me to blog..lol..

*why must i be reminded to blog everytime?! lol

hmm..this week..i got my pay liao lei..but end the asia com job..pressure sia work there..darn! :o
got bout 500+ la..ok better than nth..lol..
den went out with those parlia to buy shoe and shirt..i bought shoe..nike dunk low...say goodbye to 150~ heh...den come home..pass some $ to mother..lala
i was told there was a match lei..but i never go la..cause roy say enough liao..den enuff enuff..den nv go lor...hahahah...
den i went to meet pri sch friend...meet up with jessica..buddy buddy~ lol..she's still as short..den walk ard..go to swensens...near heeren..hmm hmm..saw the ppl outside there lei.. lol..
den talk alot of crap..sibeh alot..hmm
order smth to eat..forget wht thing liao..lol..+ earthquake...
after eating..go draw $$..walk ard.. after payin $...wha..i paid extra ten bucks u noe..lol..nvm nvm..
den went to PS..dunno for wht lei..but ended up at gelare eating chocolate temptation with jessica..before that i ate my ice cream float..yum yum..hahah...
den..most of the ppl took north east line home..den tralalala..wave goodbye to my buddy jessica...so long see her once only...heh...
here i am..at home..doing nth..think going out soon..maybe?
ive been doin some trainin on my own at home..hope can cope with samuel's nxt training! :)
ther u go, my blog entry for the week, have fun with life ppl

ohyeh, there's a chalet..
Date : 3-5 may (highly possible)
Payment Venue : 3-5pm, Mosburger, 9th april =)
Payment Amount : 15 bucks not staying, 30 bucks staying, as you know, now we big liao,dont have parents sponsor you know, so might wanna fork out a money or two to help out if you're coming, we accept more too, that will definately help! besides, this is the last time we're holding a chalet before you guy's school start aye? =)
People invited: basically anyone sec 4 express, bring your gf or bf along what so ever, just have fun!

=D

2005-03-29T07:57:00.000-08:00

nicole reminded me to blog..so..yep here i am...
JAE..i got posted to ITE..:O believe it or not is up to you..anyways...its working working..i skipped the previous week's soccer training again..darn...no one's home to wake me up..pffft..
havin boring sessions at work...
ah la la not working with us liao..going china la him..lol..have a safe trip dude *thumbs up
been doin the training samuel tell me to do..improve abit i shld say..hmmm..
how's everyone?is life good?hmm hmmm...
i collected my stand up speak up band alrdy..thx dom..its lookin good beside me...
not to mention..i played a 12-1 soccer match last wednesday, was it? i forgot when it was..but..i only know my defenders fail me...for 4 years..i dont get a single clean sheet in manjusri field...now...1 goal..extra time they purposely added..i conceaded a goal...what the phuck...lol..
life's gay, so are my defenders! lol jk, u guys played well, i saw possession during that match, everyone's performance is good, or maybe issit the basketball boys were running around the track *thinks..* lol..maybe not maybe not...good job guys...
anyways...i saw a UHL glove...like quite suitable for my training..hope to get that sooon...
ive ended my job at Asiacom liao..lol..thats rather goood xD or shld i say bad...good as in i can rest for a few days...bad is that i got no income for the time being..april! im coming for you..
on habbohotel, talkin to the usual ppl..ah lyn jie is starin at blur sky again..hmm hmm..is wei hwang back from sri lanka? lol
thanks ah chin leng, o3, not bad kai keat ;)
am talkin to nicole...that girll...really know how to sleep...
small baddie is sleeping as usuall....
Tremors felt in parts of SG...hmmm
im havin fun with life, DAE, make TP for me possible, i pray

x) im coming for you poly...dont disappoint me..i wont disapoint u too..hahahah...
once bitten twice shy, ull know what is STUDYING liao...when u didnt do much of it like me..heh..

later ppl, meetin the cps 6-3 ppl on saturday, hopefully its a good outing? :\ bb~ have fun with life my friends..if u need me..ring me up or smth..

2005-03-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

lol..been working for 1 week liao....sleep work sleep work sleep work for 5 times a week..den sat at least get to go out with friends..
skipped the training..flu and fever...den see doctor liao..immediately need to take my new passport..sian..-___-" after that went to find samuel they all..went there dived abit..den take taxi home..meetin them later abit at queensway..tf bought zen micro..darn..i wan also..xD..den went queensway mrt wait for them..1 hr gone..still not there..talked alot with dom and tf..joke alot..sms for my SEND A COKE thing..works well! lol..finally got to pay my vendin machine $$ thru my hp bills =x heh
anyways..walked ard..ssaw jersey..saw girls..saw girls..saw girls..and more girls...loll..den went over to marina to play billard..sian..fight last black ball lose...Z_Z..now its back to workin workin workin..lol..tml DAE and JAE results out liao i heard...hmm..pray i get into poly..really wished i can get in poly...regretted liao..dont ever put your feelings and emotions over ur studies..studies is very much more important..more important than anything.....you wont want to repeat your studies righttt? hmm, have fun with life ppl

New Shoes
New Jeans
New Shirt
New mp3

coming right up! x)

2005-03-14T08:15:00.000-08:00

what is...

nature..tryin..

to tell us.....?

end of the world's near? hmmm..

2005-03-12T12:37:00.000-08:00

sup pppl.
went soccer training this morning, stayed over at heng loong's place overnight, cant slp, no idea, maybe it was thanks to booogey man lolll..

lets start for the week
thru the week did nth much la..slack here and there..
friday went out with dom and cl to take dom's bands...i got a freedom band..wooah..im gonna purchase the anti racism band soon..muahaha..
after that , was suppose to catch up with the 4g peeps, they were havin lunch i fink..
but heck..went to do interview first..saw tf on the way to buy tix..poor him..owell lol
the interviewer was..omg..cute! totally cute...lol..was smiling all the way..xD..
her name's charmaine or sharmaine..or..smth pronounce like that..no idea whts the spellin though..boy she's cute..mayb if i run out of job ill turn to her..AGAIN..muaha =X
so ran from bugis to marina gv..*thanks to dom's subway*..lol..
the movie was quite alright, huggin my leg half of the time..darn..this movie is so unexpected..the sound effect is terrific..when timmy closed the door..i chua tio also..wtf lol! me and dom thought it was a bad idea for a movie =/
anyways..after the movie..went to play billard...last 2 punch..me woo dom roy..first round roy and woo punch..2nd rnd woo and dom punch...lol..i punch nth..happy to be 2nd..den found them at bowling..roy's 50 cent can last him for 2hrs at the mahjong machine...kept winnin with the assistance of dom and woo..hah..4g ppl were havin fun with their bowlin..i was havin fun smsing :O
den woo wanted us to walk him out, sure we did, on the way saw hl, he curse bout dom's anti-racism band, rawr lol, bid farewell to woo, on the way back dom and cl ate LJS for 1hr, the food was cb-ly long, short of staff, dang, went back to same spot and there they were, playing pool.
ok, won dom and saw how jerad was attemptin to make a spider =/, saw tf with the usual "what to shoot next" look on his face, haha den daryl benjamin came along, went to eat. poof.
den after eat, all went home, i and daryl go draw money, i need to return mom $$, T_T".
went home to take my stuff and head to hl's place by 155...went hl place slp, den morning go training, someone went sentosa..lala..
den training..was abit fun today..lol..but had to do GK training..A L O N E...sibeh sian..no one take torture with me..thanks ken..hahah..someone from the void deck told me how to land safely..wow..boy was he good..his shot had power one..this guy must have been playin soccer for long..hah..thanks china man..*thumbs up* the albs training was mad..but i must continue..i wont give up..was plannin to wait for her at old air port..gave up..spine was giving up..went to tf place shower, ate den went home. came home. only ah jie(my youngest brother)home, he greet me with a can of soft drink, MUAHAHAH, lol, actually it was his and i robbed it away x) thanks fatty lil bro, haha, woke up makan makan...sian..no one sms me..starting work on monday..=)

baddie, where're u? lol, jaaa~

alt bilbao and barcelona is on tv now..sian..bilbao still losing 2-0...my $$~~ lol...

2005-03-05T14:02:00.000-08:00

hmm..went soccer training this morning..darn...munchin on a bun on my way to training..some girls laugh at me on the way there..dont know for what..=/

the training was good..i should say i feel better after each and every training..there were more ppl today..which turned out to be good..lol..

few days ago was goin in and out of TP doin DAE and stuff..did my JAE recently too..hope ill get into poly..

oh ya btw..i feel better now..i want to thank..
- dom (thanks bro)
- chin leng (not bad ah kai keat, thanks o3)
- roy (thanks for tellin me to relax)
- hl (thanks ah kai keat)
- tf (thx for o3)
- junting (thanksss)
- stephanie mum (thx for comforting)
- stefanie (thx for asking!)
- wenwen (thx thx)
- wendy lim (thx for the call)
- wendy lee (thx for advices)
- daryl (thx for playin pool)
- woo (thx for givin advices)
- triton (thx for being a gay)
- zhen ru (thx!)
and everyone who talked with me after i got my ghey results.
i guessed i have to accept reality after all, hope poly will give me a chance
thanks guys, i do feel better, really!
as for the ppl who didnt cared bout my existence, lol, you go your way i go mine! wish u guys luck in ur JAE applications ;)

aw. my stomach muscles hurt, fuck. i have difficulty breathing like every hr, i must see a doc soon =/

2005-02-28T12:01:00.000-08:00

who knows how disappointed i am. who can understand whats the feel of getting the lowest among your friends? who can understand how i feel bout life now? i never took life seriously, never took anything seriously, maybe its a wake up call, a bad one, a shocking one, where should i turn to? should i do it again? or go somewhere with bad study environment, study 2 years and get on with life, i wanna continue the journey with my friends, but i guess i cant, felt so left out alrdy, poly poly..people getting low scores..ppl who said they dont study but they did....seen through life liao, saw the friends who comfort me, thanks, those which i hope shld comfort me and didnt, you dont deserve the term call friend in my dictionary of course.

mum's disappointed, what to do? bu zheng qi, maybe i shld get over it, and start afresh, but individually? hmm. die.

2005-02-28T03:24:00.000-08:00

FUCKED UP LIFE
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

2005-02-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....lol..had the best time i had this month...lol

lets start with the 25th of feburary..

some peeps said 25th getting results, wow, and being so one way minded lol i believe then came along the tp website which said the results will be coming out in the 28th, wow, who's nick was it that i saw had "CONFIRMED 25th FEB TAKE RESULTS", ill cut his head off, soon. so k i started the day off by waking extra early, 11am, its the best i can do alright, knwing there's chalet and i cant use com for 2 days, and i did all my stuff from 11am to 3pm den meet the aljunied ppl at haig road to buy drinks for roy's chalet, before i went out, my bro came home with the LCD screen , looks good, hope it works good too, hah, anyways, and im off, out of home.
135 135, all the way to CDC, saw chinleng at bus stop, wanted to ignore him one..LOL anyways, den dom and tf came along ,got the drinks, joke alot, den take cab and saw the bra advertisement that replace the macdonald shop LOL, wonderin issit that mac shop, cause that area renovate hahaha, lets get on, got there, tf told us he like wendy, den a min of silence, den me and dom laugh, lol so he was referring to that wendy burger in the states, hah!

reached there, saw roy, hah, den we all like camp inside out of the chalet, saw my NS bro run past that chalet O_O" , wanted to chase but heck,waste time only lol, den slack and shack, first group of ppl came, steph jo wendy, whee, hahah, den slack and shack la, very moody and hungry -.-" wonderin when are the ppl coming, so there's me,roy,dom,tf,hl,cl,alan,sk,joline,wendy,steph there, :O, den zx and junting came...played a lil soccer with the peeps...den..aiya..cant remb..den roy's mate..lol..den started the drinking...oo..martell + any soft drink is good..:O so drink and drink and drink and drink and neal vomitted, honestly, thats the show stopper, no one dared to use the toilet, he slept in the MIDDLE of the bed, wah biang, this is crap, i feel lik goin home, Neal, no more alcohol for u, go drink milk and get a life, hahah, so ya den get to hl's place for prata 10, didnt ate, didnt go home, cause i know i cant come out the nxt day if i go home, all's awake anyway, so took a shower at hl's place, and head back with monopoly set!

den lidat lidis..triton came..talk to zr and neal and tf in the room..den attempt to slp..after neal zr tri left...but the mosquito kept me awake...6am i tried to slp..7am i woke up..decided to whack mosquitos instead..grrr...the ppl ended their 2-3hr monopoly game..den roy went back home for quick shower den he'll go buy sm stuff, den slp, loong mum bought us mac for breakfast, HAIL AUNTIE!! lol, den alan went off after slpin for 5mins x6, lol, den roy came back with chicken rice..was good..den slack and shack..talk talk..play soccer outside..more ppl on saturday..did i mention it rained that morning..fuck..manage to clean the deck anyway..with the help of hl...ozone kept me awake..fiesta de la noche..nice...noche noche..hahahah

den the ppl start to come..roy's auntie and uncle and ah ma..den roy's father and his mother and his sister tasha..she's cute..lol...ok so get on with life..started to peng kang liao..roy took exactly 2hrs 30mins to made the fire..=/ cant remb who came after it..im still sleepy and giddy..lol...oh..jeff came...den we played soccer outside..got 2 group of ppl..like wanna fight lidat..:O upfront was a bbq pit with lotsa ppl said roy..hmm..anyways now i know the purpose of the police car..=| denn..the ppl came..shanna xiao hui..wendy..woo and i went rent mahjong..not worth it for us at all..but nvm,,they had fun..drink drink drink more alcohol..blahblahblah...roy and hl going down..hl's beer got on my pants...lol..some went off at 3am..i fink..lost some money in gambling..it was good..shld have come for 2nd night..more ppl i know..

i guess that sums up liao..then all slp and wake up den checked out, took cab with dom den at home, home sweet home, LCD screen woahh....
taking results tml..will i do well.. idont know...hopefully can...small baddie is not behaving well today..lol....i seriously hope i'll do well..be it tyco..or wht..i just wnt to pass...!!!!!!!!

TO ALL, GOOD LUCK MAN FOR O LEVELS, lets go to poly or JC together =)

TO ALL who came for roy's chalet, thx for making it a fun one, except for neal's vomit, lol =/

2005-02-22T12:33:00.000-08:00

good half time there..real madrid 1 juventus 0..nedved's out..damn it..lol..owell get on with life

sat had soccer training..prepare everything and stuff and left for aljunied mrt..well..found out alot of ppl not comin..but nvm..just wan to go training see whether tough or not..well then see samuel liao..not bad la the coach..he's a friendly guy..but his training are serious..the marks on his leg looks like stud marks to me..ow...lol

train thru bout 1hr later daryl came along..teach us how to control ball and stuff..well..nt telling all of it...lol...den it was alright....
teh nxt day i felt immediate change, my leg muscles, all been stretch in the training, now i walk like a gu niang like that for 2 days..3rd day now..im feeling better..came back from the praactice found out the monitor gave up on me..so did i..lol..

den i went over to serangoon on the 3rd day..when i was able to walk or smth..went on bus 100..wow..its stefanie..my princess..lol, she's with a bunch a new hangouts, maybe the usual hangout didnt suit her time well, *see la girl, dont study properly heh*, as cute as ever, smiling and stuff, bid farewell to her on bus..*waveee* lol...owell..argh fuck..im feelin pain in my left elbow was i type..its been awhile..shld i go for the doctor....AGAIN...lol..fuck..

anyways..got the monitor and stuff..manage to borrow it for 3 days..then my new one comes along..been readin comics these few days..lol..Mahou Sensei Negima..nice anime..though partly is those stuff..you know you know..hahah..but owell..its good anime..makes u wan to read now...*stares at my left elbow angrily* fuck im gonna apply for lotion or smth..

roy's chalet this friday, tp website told me 28 get results, roy chalet 25 26 27, what the fuck? lol, was told it was 25th, wtf? hahah.. anything for me..i just wan to do well...better than what i thought..=) good 2005..nth bad has come my way..!!! positive thinkin!!! hahah..check u out later guys..gotta fix and tighten the screws of my left elbow...fucken pain

for all concern, all is welcome to roy's chalet, please drop me a tag if u're going. thank y'all,

later.

gl-
thinks " -- " *princess stefie* XD joking

2005-02-15T10:49:00.000-08:00

well, stuck up at dom's place for the night, helping him fix some com stuff, managed to get it done by 1 night, woooott

its coming, the results, ive no mood to do anything right now, dangggg

anyways, im still wonderin who is orange, just got a feeling he/she not here for trouble,

kthxbye, have fun with life ppl

2005-02-11T08:48:00.000-08:00

down with sickness, fuck it.
happy new year peeps, guessed i wrote u some testimonial and stuff.
bro's back home recently, no com as usual doh..been lonely and boring these few days with or without my aunties and cousins makes no fuckin difference to my life.
yeah yeah, gonna go die or smth if i failed my Os, no motivation to leave if i fail it though its not well prepared, fuck it, dont got all the time in the world for u O levels!
yes, after 2mins of typing im still sick, guess it will go on for another 360mins..hope it'll stop soon though..cant really stand every 1 minute sneezing and eatin tissues for lunch..

this week, haven even touch a round object yet(except for him), im referring to sports item, a soccer ball..
yesyes..a soccer ball...when's training gonna start? im havin doubts bout soccer already.

last 2 weeks of waitin for O levels results, whats left in the life for me?

caught I Do I Do liek 11.30 pm last night..i watch till got tears in my eyes..i laugh until cry lei..wah lao..taht ah nan...sibeh gao xiao..lol..i guess this is the only thing that made me smile that day...damn nice..went to geylang for supper...after that walked home..wanted to save $ instead of taking taxi taxi taxi..-____-"" owell, fuck it. life's like this.

2005-02-08T01:09:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year to all, guess u guys must be having a good time with life, and everything else, eh? ahahah, hurt my knee at the band match, hope it gets better, doh.. the team's kinda being form now, making jersey soon enough will start training bout nxt week, lookin absolutely forward to it. its new years eve, how's everyone?

i myself has been slackin at home..did spring cleaning..on my room..im always the last to do the spring cleaning..doh..vaccum cleaner's getting old..so noisy already.

wrote alot of testi for my frens, guess i gave up halfway lol, but if u wan yours, please ask from me, ill gladly write one for u aight?

lets enjoy life...i dont have much time left i guess..=/

2005-02-03T15:55:00.000-08:00

lols, love my blog music? i think so too, well yest was suppose to wake up...to meet roy and hl for sp walk around..but i suppose i slept a lil bit too late..2pm then wake up..owell life's like this aye roy? hahahah

spend the rest of the day at home, dang, A3 alot of bugger playing, those bully noobs one, im gonna get my hands on that PyroMancer one day..fucker..i lvl 14 he lvl 20, use an ice spell on me, i bin che che (face green green) liao..wah biang eh..__ la -.-

then my elder bro came back, as usual, he cock with me i cock with him, then at night caught my usual 3 kingdom show, damn, zhang fei and ma chao damn power sia...lol..i kept recalling how 3 kingdoms ended..but failed miserably..owell. fuck it! im gonna see all the episodes *hurhur*

been talkin to this shu xian from my pri sch, lol, notice her ard my estate for 10yrs alrdy and i just started talking to her lol, hey how's small baddie doing? didnt talk to her for few days alrdy, o wwell, CONTINUE THE CONQUER OF A3 WAHAHAHHA,

totally prepared for tml's match, im beginning to believe more that i want to play center back and not gk, well, gk can be 2nd choice :o

2005-01-30T21:35:00.000-08:00

went out for bbq, she went out with her cousin again lols, owell, i went to meet roy, den went ubi tryin to lost op sale, even though we know no more le, roy wants to try his luck. hahaha. FOUND the building but dont have the sale! good job roy, i guess my mapping of singapore buildin is still better than u lol. den took taxi go find ting fong which we landed afterwards in parkway. went parkway, tf wan return zhenxiang watch, den go there, then saw mum and nu er, :O, then my mum dye the hair, niceee, den we just kia kia walk ard, look @ stuff, damn so hungry now!=0, nbm i continue blog den go makan

after that den go NTUC buy the stuff, buy le charcoal, all those stuff den walk there, not that far la, i've walked even longer than that, *remembers the night walk trip*, lol. got there saw jerry and chao yang, said hi to them, den jerry told me he wans to be anti social, FINE, since he has got common test, me and chao keep on di siao him, heck ,wish u good luck mate, hahah, den zr was crazeee, lol, den saw some of zr's friend, den alot la..heck 1 and a half hour later den got fire lols, good job though, last time was 2hrs, i think. hah.

while they're busy doin their stuff, i played soccer with mike,triton,daryl, tf, and mike's cousin, Joseph, like to see "cartoon" one, HAHAHA..that guy's a small rascal..damn naughty..he tried to bury hl's soccer ball...wow..:O, den i think half way zr went chasin us, she wan to thank us for the present, lol. den after tt, go eat, go hang out, people come people leave, 11pm still got another group comin, AH WOO'S HERE, lol, he aint got no voice, doh. neal came at 12+, brought some heineken along and a friend too, works at pin xian one. den me roy zh drink the heineken, niceee, lol, den those guys who went out buy drinks came back, sian again, all seperate into 3 groups and talk, in between neal went buy beer again lol.

most memorable part was that talkin to kai wen, hl, and roy, talkin bout movies we've seen, how stupid they were, and the child hood cartoons we watch, kind of stupid huh? but it cures bordom, seriously. owell, after tt then go hang out at mac den take taxi home, talk to that taxi uncle its like he knows bout my everything, and he came from the same state as my father -__- damn, peace out, later ppl, happy birthday zr! happy belated jason!

2005-01-29T19:07:00.000-08:00

heh. blogging once in awhile, ah gong tell me cut hair!!! den guai guai de go cut liao, cut spike =O, hope my ah gong ah ma will like lols, this week started off with nothing, i played alot of rose and downloaded alot of shit owell, life's like this.

only yesterday, i start to go out, damn, started the day off with some soccer. yay, all has improved, im finally seeing some hope in our team soccer =D got ben, daryl, me, roy, triton,michael,zhenxiang,tingfong,hengloong,chun cheng, and 2 more i think, cant remb lol pai seh. score a few goals, whee~ my bud score alot too, some malay came along and joined the game, fun fun

after that i went home for a shower, on the way home deciding whether to dye/highlight my hair..hmmm...den decided not to..so many relatives to visit..later all say me sam seng kia..hmmm..heh..den went out to cut hair..spike :0 den went over to queensway..walkin and smsing at the same time..saw some shirts i wanna buy..hope its still there nxt week or so..heh, saw a shoe, leet shit! lol XD could be buying that too!

owell, back home ,bet soccer with my bro all that, its another day today! bbq for zr, stuff i need to buy, warehouse sale i need to go, friends i need to meet ;) later ppl , rock on \m/

2005-01-11T04:16:00.000-08:00

bakaro.....ive been playing this game called race of seven episodes...www.roseon.com...might wanna check it out guys...anyways..this few weeks..for the 1st week..i work lor..work sell sch u..still can manage..the ppl there good..i like to work..hahah...

went on habbo hotel..met a few ppl..added them to msn too..yeah..at least i can chat to them when im bored...most of them are owls like me..hehe..

well..thats bout it..thx for linkin wen wen..=)oh..cliyo..nxt time den linki u..i now..abit..busy heheheh bb!

friends drop me an sms or smth, let me know that ure at least alive and doin well in life! ja nai~

2005-01-02T11:27:00.001-08:00

hehehe..its prom day...!!!!!!! prepare for a loooong entry

woke up at zh's place...what a sleep..so cold..damn..i think i got a phobia of cold..whatever..its my bday!!! =D greeted by his cute lil sis..lol..den played abit cs..den watched naruto..explained alot to zh....heh..den i makan makan..den after that..left for home..

went home wor..den joke alot with my siblings..den parents not in..hmmm...den nvm..den i shower den rush to roy's place..lol..reach his place..grab the blazer..played with shawn~ the babbeh of his family..so cute sia him..see me auto =D one..lol

den went to the hotel with roy in roy's father's car..so stylo his family..woah..totally in the good mood..den i saw my hp..got her msg..wishing me happy birthday....=)..thx girl...den reach there..quite long trip..wonderin if take taxi..sure die..-.-" reach there liao..no one's at lobby..blur roy and me go washroom..make up..lol..den wear suit all that nice nice, den went back to lobby..
woah..look at that hair..one spike..one side parting..surely is dom and cl..lmao! they also blur blur wait there..den shake hands with them..lol....den bro ting fong came along..boy did everyone looked good! lol..den we head to the place..

sso many ppl there liao...took some pic with ppl the min reached there..the atmosphere is terrific..woah..haha...all wish me happy bday...thx all man....took alot of pics...the band was great...enjoyment was at peak...den MAKAN TIME WUAHAHA..wtf..den dunno which fucker threw the flag into the thousand island sauce!! knn!!! nvm..dun eat that...hah.. ate alot..woah..then voting part...dang ding dong..voted accordingly...lol...damn all look so good..decision was tough..=P

after that...alot of cock happen...took more pics...dang...MJR Idol time...the peeps sing..damn..lol...hui min has a swweeeet voice~ xiao hui has a soothing voice..so hard to choose between them both....hui min won after all....=D everyone's a winner...heheh.. den they sang me bday song....thanks again...den came the party...all push table..bah bah...sing song sing song...lol.. oh ya xh thx for that longan in ur dessert heh =x dance dance dance shout shout shout! fun man...got one part all crowed over me....wah..my balls nearly burst...all jump on me..wah lan... i was 2nd victim..first is roy..his one i think got 6 ppl over him lol..

den ah..do alot of playing lor...den after that..prom over le...=D success...!! heh..tts good =x then hor...we head over to hl's brother place..damn phone..everything cant call thru..-.-" den hl they all one cab..me roy daryl STUPIDLY wait for citicab..when its over 1am..the cost is the same..what the fark...lol...nvm sua! reach hl's friend place..heard jiang was drunk..doh..alot of ppl there..drank abit abit abit...whisky =S dun like..heineken best...lol..tried some black label...hot ah! lol...den roy drink..and drink..and drink..wtf drink so much lol...dom and cl left first..and cb roy got fucking drunk...damn...den we must fu him to hl's place..that place the owner coming back..suddenly..den all must leave..lolx sian..they dont know whats party =x anyway... on the way to hl's place very funny..keep on question roy..wahahah..stupid answers..from a drunk guy...

den reach hl's place..wash hair..den..play abit com..den they watch abit porn..den went to sleep..woke up alrdy 4 pm lidat liao..wtf. man...hahaha..den eat lor..eat the bee hoon..played monopoly....2nd to bankrupt..cb..-.- no mood to play..so sore sia my throat..nt feeling well since that day till now...den i went home..pretty much...den slack till today..its been raining all the time...how to have a normal life.!!! i miss prom, prom would be very much better with alot more ppl...owell..=)

here are some prom pics!!!

gl and brothers!

gl and roy!

gl and hl!

gl and kawaii xiao hui!

zh-hl-gl =O

wahah wo de cute nu er

the guys group photo!

another guy group photo~

2g 02 that attended the prom, damn sweet!

another one of 2g02 pic!

3 drunkards

wah dying liao help!!

eh? gl with the girls =P

madness~

madness madness~

what a fun day..where's she?

singaporeans...LOL

couple of buddy, zh, tri, mike, gl, hl

zh, tri, gl, mike

gl and roy again

boo!

wtf why take so many pic? lol

2004-12-30T13:43:00.000-08:00

well..i dont think i wanna continue that post..so old liao..hahah..

today's my bday..im at zh's place now..pretty spacious shit..he's slpin e fuck out of him now...

bday bday..prom tml..hope turn out a success...i certainly wish...

my friends? where're they...hmm..

only some know of my existence i guess..heh..

thx heng loong, ting fong, roy, quansong, zhen hong, apple, jocelyn, player(cs friend), yenny bro, dominic, ken, and jesslyn ^^..(list grows..)

thx for wishing me happy bday..
=D

2004-12-26T10:54:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

christmas eve..morning jiu go out le..met up with tf and roy..den we went over to the orchard..find jo...for the tix money~ hmmm..den got the $ from lyd..hmm..?...hmm....den...go cineplex..buy tix..wah piang eh..the sell tix one..point point..like last row lidat..knn!!! in the end hor is first few row..my bad..sry ppl...if nxt time..i'll order online liao..rather waste my $ den to waste the fun!!..

den bought the tix..den went over to hl's place liao..invited for his dinner..hmm..den go over..on the way met zr and her cousin...looks alright alright..zr looks better in her go out clothes..den her cousin also not bad lookin..cant believe go ard singapore to fix her ps2..xD..

reach hl's place...saw his parents all those..then his relatives came along..so pai seh..alot dunno one..but nvm..talk talk den know liao..den they all in e end meet at hl's place instead of kembangan mrt..so..they came..ya great..i played golf!..drank beer..woot..martini coke ish nice..but not strong enough..just nice only..brrr..

den cut the hl's bday cake..all gather ard..take pic..sing bday song for hl..damn did he look good that night..its my bro's bday! hahha!..den we all left for kembangan mrt..nearing 12!! yet we went over to bugis to pei ah woo give present to wendy...wtf?he ran ahead of us..fuck u woo! to think we treat u so good!!__!! haha...i guess i made a few friends..michael they all..nice bunch of ppl to mix out with..

den head over to cine..damn the spraying..-.-" go to outside k box meet jo..she wish me merry christmas..merry christmas to u jo..den..go arcade walk walk..den saw lyd..she ask if my shirt was clean....hmm..she put the spray on me...hmmm...*~*...

ill blog the rest tml!...i'm out of ur world..am i?

2004-12-21T04:03:00.000-08:00

fun filled dec 20.

met lyd at noon bout 12, her hair...lol..to me it looks very dry..u better keep ur hair in good condition..den jo wan me go her place meet her come back sch..cause after tt celebrating tf's birthday..so..ya..i did that..went to her place then her mom and cousin like nv see boy before lidat de stare at me lolx..her mom's a good lady..hah

after that head to bugis, cant deny that my stomach has been growling and growling..-.-" pain..den met up with tf at aljunied and hl with roy in bugis. the girls went to buy the cake :O the boys distract tf lol bring him go eat at mos burger.

saw zr at mos burger. thx zr for the effort to make the prom a success. i hope i can help out a lil..just tell me..:\ anyways..then jason came along...so long nv see this handsome chap..indeed..more handsome than last time..

the girls came back with a cake, ken, zx, junting came too, dom came a little bit late..sang the bday song all that..lalalal..happy birthday bro..den i head down alone to arcade see zx drum..damn is he good..i must buck up..lol..

den after tt walk walk bugis..bid farewell to my jie mei jo and my bro ken den go cineleisure..
woah..got red carpet..wonder what big event..guess is the opening for the movie Kong Fu..lol

went to cine, SAW JO AND KEN -.- boy arent they fast lol. den bought the tix for movie Blade.
went play arcade abit, saw kim from kids central..damn was she sechC..

blade the movie..so fucking nice man..love the weapons and ammunition..love the moves..damn..sweet shit! NC 16 shit is cool lol.

after that..went to eat at far east..before we did so..we went to far east..meet my buddy quan song who's working his arse off there..lol..den we go eat..nice noodles..everything's good..

went back for quansong den we left due to that he will be going off in 1hrs time..damn..dun waste time..we go jalan jalan..walk walk..den go play lan..sian as usual..played some NFS..CS..WC3 FT..blahblah..walk ard the arcade alone..no good games..the sniping machine spoil *argh* lol.. after that played billard..satisfied with my performance today! lol..some center pockets nice shot..i like it..=x..

den took a freaking taxi home. not bad. reach home found out papa washing floor :O dunno why, ask mummy she dun tell me..owell..tml den ask..lol..played some cs..den now i am..im gonna restart com...

to those who were mention in this blog entry, thanks for anything.
to those who werent, thanks too.

buh bye..
p.s imma going prom i think ;) hope u ppl go and support..

21st liao!!!!!!!! 3 more days is my bro hl birthday..heheh..
10 more days is mine..WUAHAHAHA =x

2004-12-18T13:44:00.000-08:00

shit. i miss her.

friday i went for a walk. ben lai is wan walk from jurong east to changi..but end up at tanah merah..too tired liao..lol..got few blisters...wtf -.-"
as i was walking..i was thinking what she was doing...mayb i stupid..i keep thinkin i got a chance..but i know i got none..i think..she already has someone in mind..i guess?..hmmm..

prom or no prom..i still have not decided whether to go or not..hai...no mood for anything..wonder whats for christmas eve..whats for christmas....

hai. what the fuck. watching a late night soccer match. its 4am now..ohwell...someone please slap me to reality....

2004-12-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

things back to normal. friends friends friends. nowadays pok kai dun haf play billard liao..lolx

been playin mu for several nights now..from night to nxt morning 7am...=\ bahh...

owell...going to dye hair soon..any idea what colour..hmm..ideas please! heh

eminem's new album ish teh best!

having lesser of the family arguements, can say i is bo chap them too much liao now lol. they say what then let it be~

=D its good..life's back to normal..u're living fine..tts good..

Eminem - Mocking bird

dedicated to all!

2004-12-04T13:39:00.000-08:00

sian.
been playing alot of billard..donno got improve or not..keep on lose $$..zzzz...i went orchard today..wow..guess who i saw..its lydia..=O..donno what i felt when i saw her..just felt it was funny because she laugh at my hair..=
den go ard town with ken and joline..lalala..nth much..my brothers always lidat one..lol..den 9pm went back wan find her de..but she nt ard wor..then suan liao..no fate is lidat de..haha..came home...got kbkp..

then aiya..i dun wan to continue liao..just..living in this home suckss to the core la..knn..do what also get scolded..pua cheebye..if only they understand how i felt...whatever...no one does anyway...no one ever did..i gues..

2004-11-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

now that your roses in bloom..a light hits the bloom on the grave...

i've been kissed by a rose on the grave....

female friends..

lydia - hmm..she knows me best..hope she having a good life ya...got alot of things to say bout her...its all good de things..x)..sometimes very blur only...:O
joline - sensitive girl..creative too eh..ups and downs are with her...good jie mei..hah..cherish what you've...not like me..heh..
wendy - wo de big daughter...always so cheerful..guai nu hai..
catherine - meow!! her anti blog brain requires me to help her everytime..lol...nervous girl..dont so nervous le..
angeline - my pri sch friend..very san ba =x

2004-11-23T16:53:00.000-08:00

all was a lie and nothing more.

HAH..

no one knows how i am feeling and how i am dying..

FUCK

2004-11-21T09:48:00.000-08:00

my friends..dont leave..u guys made my world and always will..
Rankin not according to favouritism. =x

Dominic - my talk cock partner..cs pro one..still jioing girls on IRC? HAHA!!
Roy - yo man..wait for mah bday..billard day..muahahaha~ u rock man..lets play soccer soon!
Ting Fong - your home like my home..best bud forever...
Heng Loong - how can u miss out Heng loong when i mention tf? and when he's mention, the will mention gl! :O! fat, cute, strategic, whatever lol
Chin Leng - eh kao pei la u, go play ur cs and mu =x joker of the year!
Ah Woo(Ying Hui) - eh u also kao pei la lolx..__ gay of the year!
Donald - never fails to discuss pc problems with me..graphic cards..stuff...good friend!
JunTing - skill sia soccer..but skill in love?maybe..hahaha..
Triton - study kia..study somemore la..study..dun forget me la gay..hah
Michael - what've u been up to..heh..study is good for u..not for gays like triton ;)
Zhen Hong - my gaming friend..he always par with me..only lose me never win..xD love is blind..u will find yours soon..LOL =x
Quan Song - u ah..QIE BILLARD LOR!! lol..dun ahem too much liao...alpha
Raymond - study kia also..dun forget me..so long nv play together liao..=)
Chun Cheng - eh..any soccer tips? love will come to you..please be more open cc..socialable is the key word for u man..
Marcus - though i know u for awhile..u're a best bud..u often give good advice..thanks man..your love will last..with a good stead like u..=O
Say Kuan - play soccer more..good for health..lets go in S-League together...maybe..haha
Alan - lost to me awp by 1 frag, still dun wan admit =x love is blind, u shld find male instead LOL
LipTeng - recover faster..i wan play bball with you one..haha..
Daryl - flirt's your word right?hahaha
Zheng Xiang - Kage Bunshin No Jutsu!! anime siao, gamer siao, whatever also siao, wendy siao =x
Sze Hung - good o pri sch friend..talk too much sometimes too..haha
Bin Nan - ZHANG BIN TUA!!
Wee Seng - 5 girls still on your back? good luck for ur Os buddy!!
Mao Jie - eh where is my porn?lol
Ken - one of my best bro, teaches me keeper, pao niu skills, so happy for you..u found yours..i lost mine..bahh...

thats it for my male friends..cant remb all..sorry..its 2am in the morning..

2004-11-21T09:39:00.000-08:00

sadness and sorrow....hmm..guess this is the best song to suit my mood now..if u wan it please ask from me..

maple story..though 2D..i began playin it..with her..thought i could make her feel good bout me again..at least..a bit..at least..to show her that i am not that bad afterall..but can i...i think bout it..to her..it may look like some game..to release her stress all that...and this stupid gl came botherin me bout it..maybe its like that..i dunno..

less than 24hrs to her birthday...less than 7 hrs to the science o lvl science MCQ last paper...never studied..cant study...hmm..i suddenly remb back the time i used to be with her..haha..so cute de her..=)..cant help smiling..i'm happy enough that i once had you....but i would be much more happier..if you're willing to give me this another chance..

so many friends tell me gib up on her..its no use de..extracted from somewhere..lost love..cannot be retrieved or found back...the problem that its lost..means that..you didnt have the heart to find it over..i guess it was me all the while ya...brought this upon myself...and guess what..when i was typin the H letter..a mosquito went under it and *pracK*! out came the juice..urgh..promise..o finishin le..i can once again touch the soccer ball again..but can i..?i hope my spine problem is not fatal..

oh...the song has been goin thru my mind for the past half and hour..guess times really flies when u're starin in the blank doing not a shit at all..and thinkin bout last time..gotta face reality..cant think bout past anymore......

girl..i really miss you..ya noe...? my msn group..the one u changed..its still there... i wear the thing everyday..(u noe what thing it is...)..never removing it..if only...i learnt to control my temper..

regrets..life is full of that right? right joline? cheer up girl...she will be glad to know that she has a so good friend like you..you will see her again very soon if fate decides you should...dont worry...guess i can still depend on you this bunch of friends eh..?i shall name you all out..

2004-11-13T09:02:00.000-08:00

owell. ima back. i'm feeling better.. but u're still on my mind. i have learn to look things from a diff point of view..but its only seldom that i'll do it...

today go meet the boys out to play soccer..didn't have any mood..so nv really played..dont know what i was doing...den went to grandlink to play abit of lan action..the macmaster really change sia..den as usual..go buy the bubble tea..buy 5 get 1 free..hurhur....the uncle good..he whistle at me den give us oreo ice blend de sample..lolx..drink bubble tea..its been quite awhile since i last drank eh...hmmm..

den went to macmaster to play tower defense..been playin with dom roy and hl..fun fun...hah..den i went out awhile to meet a friend..so long nv see each other le..lol..den went back to play as both of us got thing on..so...ya..continue with the tower defense den start off cs...prick sia...those fuckers..camp like siao..how to play~!! -__-" nvm..owell..still manage to get a free frags..wuut..they so noob..my awp more zhun sia..can u believe it..i think its the graphics prob between my current com and the macmaster one..owell..

soo...no replies again..nvm..=)...lalalala..hope u living life good ah..=P

2004-11-11T07:47:00.000-08:00

u dunno how i feel ya..you just left me lidat..i'm feelin terrible..

my mind's all bout u. do you know?

i'm afraid u would find me irritating. so i tried not to contact u.

was that a right choice?

or a wrong one?

i dunno.

its as good as dead for me.

cant forget you at all.

miss u still.

2004-11-11T07:37:00.000-08:00

played lan today, played pool today, didnt have any luck on both. i'm so out of my mood today. i dont know why. i can only think, what else can i do.. someone please answer me....is there anyone that acknowledges my presence...that appreciates my presence..i dont know..i miss you..can u come back to me...or maybe tell me why you dont...i dont expect you to read this..this is a corner for me to express how i feel..i feel much better now..but still in a dilemma..u noe i cant give you up... the pain i'm feeling now..is even more than stabbing myself in the heart...hai....

2004-11-09T20:08:00.000-08:00

nothing.

my world is nothing now.

why?

dont know.

i'm not even worth a glance.

just...

argh...must u do this..

2004-11-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

friends, A WHOLE LOAD OF BULL SHIT!

2004-11-08T02:49:00.000-08:00

hmmm...cheer up my man my mate my friends..o level is ending...you better study...i will wait..i dunno why i am either..whatever it is...hahaha..gl passes each day like a split second...hmmm..study for chem! gambatte guys...=) especially u..wish u good luck in chem..ur chem shld be alright de..heh

2004-11-05T02:49:00.000-08:00

i dunno what to do..i'm so confused..i only know i will study hard for me and you..but what will happen after studying..haiiii..dunno what to do leh..very fan now..shui bu zhao jiao...chi bu xia fan..dunno ah..i only know study..i only study..do you still notice me ard mah..do i really dont deserve your love...this sucks...i hate life now..everything's so unfair..i dunno why..argh..

2004-10-26T07:16:00.000-07:00

lydia..i dont wanna miss a thing either..:P..wo zhong yu xiang tong le..xian du shu hao mah? =P
ur new com hui lai le..treat it with care ya..duno de can ask wo..hugs..xiang ni..

Aerosmith - I dont wanna miss a thing.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, babyAnd I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're togetherAnd I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyesI don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, babyAnd I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thing

the only word to describe my love for you..is infinite...=x
dushu!!!!!!!!

2004-10-23T22:10:00.000-07:00

true love requires no words.

true love requires no feeling.

love blinds all.

you like the person, be it good or bad.

thats love. liking everything of someone.

doh?hmmm...

2004-10-23T21:38:00.000-07:00

friendship......tot this is how we shld stay? now you're treating like you dont know me.
i got nothing to say.

i will not be appearing in your life ever again.

i hope i wont.

2004-10-22T18:38:00.000-07:00

hmmm...sorry lydia..cant give you the care and the trust that other stead can give..failed to be a good stead...you cant afford to even spare me a chance...cant you see i've changed myself for the past months...i dunno...i hope i can get over it real soon bah...but i know sorry is nothing to me now..what matters is you..whether you are happy or not..you need not to be sorry to me =), as long as you're happy..i guess i'll be happy bah...

u noe..i really wish i can continue this relationship with you...i know recently i've been giving you a cold shoulder or smth...maybe its the exam stress bah...hmmmm? that morning i woke up, dunno who to turn to, i found out my friends actually left little only..every morning i would sms you..wake you up..but not for the past few days..really lost..

hmmmm...hope you can really take care of yourself ya..you blur girl...dont so blur liao..must study hor..believe u can do it...show me you can..show others you can..dun let ur ah ma compare to your cousin liao...:P..hmmm..just to tell you...i will continue to love you..you can take it as i'm stupid or silly..take it as i'm wasting time..at least i'm being true to myself...aight? yurikiri hor...take care of yourself..(incase u this girl forget whats yurikiri, its hook finger :P)..remb to top up ur ezlink ya =x

you are always my dear. my world is nth without you. i just duno what to do.

2004-10-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

FUCK OFF CAN? STOP HAUNTING ME!

2004-10-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

meep...dear sheng bing le.....hmmmm......worry for u...i cant be with you..hai...cant care for u also...feel so...duno how to say...please dun ever say those things again..am i really that bad to you..that u must say those things..i dun think its a joke..so i treat it seriously this time..

fullstop?

2004-10-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

Regret.

2004-10-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

10.16pm

what am i to you?someone that you cant trust for the rest of your life? all the while, you're not you...

what done has already been done...what can i do? you dont expect me to turn back time right?its not possible..

i'm doing my part..are you...? i'm glad i did not change my blog title.. its the same for every night.. its like chasing you all over again..from square 1..

tears all over...you will see me change...

2004-10-06T03:07:00.000-07:00

6.07pm,

as usual, i'm a troubled guy, i don't know how to handle a situation well, i always go wrong, i'm so fucking stupid..ever thought of sleeping through your whole life...well i do...i wonder how many are gonna miss me..at first they will..but sooner or later..they wont..its just normal..just some thoughts..

usual days..usual words that hurt me..usual people..usual life..usually dying...

2004-10-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

12.46am..

this is hard...

surviving in this world with full of worries..

what will happen....

if one dies....

maybe...heaven?

or maybe..just a regrettable trip..

i hate myself..for being who i am...fuck...

bout 2months..

since i hear those words...

haii....

2004-09-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm..this is tough..such a tough month or two ahead of me..i don't know how to survive it..its been books all day... i guess..you guys can figured out why i didn't blog so often..books..and more books....study stress maybe...hope this prelims results..not so disappointing..cause i really did studied..hope its improvement...not the other way...hmmmm..this few months...my dear has been studyin very hard wor....see her everyday study..till so tired...ownself also guilty..wonder there's anything i can do for her..maybe i don't disturb her?but will she think that its me not disturbing her?...often i do the wrong things..but..argh..i dunno..really hope she will do well in her studies..and i believe she will...often i wan to noe what u're thinking dear..hmm..hope you're readin this..cause i really need to know..its okay if u don't say..:) ...hugs..good luck friends..pri sch friends...tough months..will eventually past by..but can i? heh..hope so..good luck my friends..

p.s even gl's studying..so can you...go study bah..i still got lots of troubles..just...don't know how to say it....hmmm...*fade away*

2004-09-03T17:54:00.000-07:00

4th of septemeber..~ 2th month anniversary wor..keke..muacks lyd..this month..has been a very tough month..studies..angeline's birthday? lol..den alot of laughter..almost ended with some sadness...but manage to turn the tide..so glad..i'm a changed boy..haha...love you lyd..don't hang my call up lidat le again k?=) now at home..9am..duno what to do..where to go..cause..savin for things..hahahhaha =x
][ lyd and gl ][ happy 2nd month dear ][

2004-09-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm..chiong finish my art this few days..really regret nv do properly..hope the few pieces can earn me some marks for prelim..yep..dear today go angeline house there eat..den dunno go where liao..nv update me..hai..suan liao.. tml got poa remedial..fuck..such a spoiler...early morning go poa..ma de...hai~

2004-08-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

i guess i was wrong, being the old gl was wrong.. i decided..i am going to change myself for the better..for someone i love.. for friends who used to believe in me.. i am going to change myself!..character..everything..but that does not mean i am still not as helpful as last time..if you would like help in anything..drop me a line or something...i'll do my best to help..i hope you guys can forgive what i've done..i'm doin all i can to prevent my next mistake.. i think you guys may think i'm lying..trying to win back lydia's heart..but i'll prove you wrong.. i know i will..don't let a small mistake ruin your whole life guys..its not worth it..change it..turn the mistake into a guiding point..i'm sure it will work out all fine..aight, 60 days to O lvls.. work hard work hard..this is the last run..live 16yrs for this..take care people..

p.s. lydia..i give you my promise not to let you down ever again

2004-08-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

why?WHY?! SOMEONE TELL ME WHY!? wish that nothing will go wrong..

2004-08-22T00:05:00.000-07:00

hmmmm...very long nv blog le hor..haha..this few months or weeks..busy with my studies man..sucky ain't it...but i promise to blog more after my stupid prelims or Os k..haha..did i mention my first anniversary with lydia just passed not long ago? and the 2nd one is just around the corner..heh..really enjoy the time being with her..i bought her a pinky pinky roxy bag..wonderin what to buy for her for the 2nd anniversary..hmm..*think*

she buy me awallet and a pouch inside got one cup..den inside the cup bout 70 straw made hearts...no wonder the few days she was with so many straws..so it was meant for me *shock* =x the pierre cardin de wallet..love it..:o..

got night classes in sch liao .. find it useful for me..can't study at home one me..so come to sch study better..at least can do abit of study..heh..4 sessions gone liao..after those sessions usually send dear home..hahah...

for the past few months morning..every time got go sch sure meet dear..unless she late or i late bah..keke..

this few months..been the stress-est months of my life..studying like hell..block tests so many..ma de...study until brain explode le..:O lucky got dear keep on beside me..keep on encourage me..thanks u dear..haha..

GL IS BANNED FROM SOCCER..argh..no more soccer..wth...lol..my back has been getting on me this few days..wonder what happen..maybe it was the soccer match..?i duno..maybe is feng shi..maybe..den lydia banned me from soccer liao -.-" wonder how long can i tahan..hor..lol =x

hmmm..i believe this sums up everything i've been busy with this few months..i will blog next time bah..

to my brothers and friends, cheer up..O lvl orals are down liao..no kick man..those who re-take chinese de nvm nar..at least now can retake..what if your b4-c6 results was the one u'll be getting durin feb nxt year? at least got advantage! can retake..score better..score well..dear..dun cry over it ya..its not worth it..study harder k nxt time..sure u can do it de..brush up on weaker subjects guys...do come out and have fun once in awhile..we're not robots..we all need fun..ain't it? heh..thats all man..my friends out of sch all take care la..so big liao duno how to take care..=X kthxbye!!

][ gL and lydia! ][ muacks muacks ][

2004-07-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

meeep..so long nv blog liao..pai seh my friends..recently busy busy...tiring also..but i don't mind =) she's the one that keep me going..lalala..lets see ah..for the past few weeks nothing much happen la..lydear got parade den after sch wait for her finish..yesterday she got guides also wait for her go home..

den today go out with her...caught the movie King Arthur..sweet shit..den hor..my dear blouse so cute..hehe..but not nice la..for me..cause wear so short..for other ppl see meh..can only let me ssee hor dear?:p joking.. den den meet mah deardear at 1+ at toa payoh control..den go over to dhoby gaut..den go PS..amazingly..saw ken..lol..den in the end his one is full den my show only first 2 rows..sad sad..but nvm..we go down..to hunt food for mah dear..lol..den she bought corochan..cannot find the one she wanted =( nvm..den go over to cityhall..cross the citilink...den go to suntec...lalalala..at suntec liao..lalala..go buy tix..really..everytime i come to suntec..no long queue de...lol..den buy le tix..D15, D16..hmm..not bad..for eng wah cinema there..still see-able.. den den while waiting for show..go pei her play ddr..not bad ah dear..still remember how to play..hahaha..saw zr...

den after pei zr go play awhile den went to movies..not bad king arthur..even though was explaining most of the show to her all the time..lol..next time dun see war films le okie dear? haha.. =) den after tt walk to shaw tower....den walk to bugis..tooks pics with her..

after that we went to bugis mrt there to take bus 145 home..den so happen huibin's birthday is tmrw..=D happy birthday hui bin~!! hope your studies go up up and only up ya, take care of your health too! =D den go pei lydear go buy things...den den..sent her home..ownself go take bus 155..so long..so i slept on the bus..hehe.. den go home..open door...=O my brother return to bunk liao..woot o.o" den come home..my father tonight working late...sister as usual making stupid noises...brother as usual scoldin sister..as usual i get scolded from my mummy...today is a good day..muacks lydia~!
][ lyd`! ][ 04/07/04 ][

2004-07-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

O.o lazy blogger here..hehehehe..this week ah..interesting week..been draggin my english homework..den..hmm..everyday pei lyd go home..if it gets too late i will wait for her bus to come nor~ den go home get scolding..lolx :ppPpPpPp..i can't remember what i did this week leh..hmm..friday nv go art exhibition..lazy..lyd went for oral..wonder how she did..? then..someone forget bring IC..must i remind her den bring..hor?:p..monday my turn liao..die die..den go catherine house talk talk see tv nor...angeline and iris left first..den me and lyd left abit later...cat bro is game siao..wonder how he gonna study..however he reminds me of me myself..during sec 2 sec 3..still game siao..lol lol..now not much of a gamer liao la..sian..can't find my pals also..sian..this week no soccer..how boring is that..however got play abit la.. abit only..no fun at all.. love lyd~

][ lydia ][

2004-07-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

][ 04/07/04 ][ muacks lyd
hmmm..:o tonight got euro2004!!! whee whee...greeece is gonna win..rock hard defense..den i meet with lydia because she also going to steph house..so meet den go together..den den..we all go buy mos burger to joline's place..:o den outside joline's place hand lyd hand for joline to see..LOL..den she go tell the whole world..her house is satelitte sia..lol...den we eat this eat that..den jo got white hair..>__< den we go over to steph's place liao..at her place for awhile only..den i need to go meet tf ah woo and ah loong liao..lol..den lyd pei me walk to mrt..den i dun wan she alone also..so bring her along lor..den at daryl house see them gay around..daryl wear short pants at home sia..knn sexy..i addicted to daryl liao LOL jking =x his house got powerpuff girl one sia..the bubbles..den got this rabbit toy..ew..lol..den his mattress is tare panda one!!! :O! den sit here sit there..that lyd like wan to sleep liao..lol..den match start liao..what a fucken boring first half..i dislike watchin greece matches..too defensive...no attacking at all..sucks like hell..watchin match with a girl is indeed different..well most of the time i think lyd's sleeping so owell =x den after match go to daryl room "rest" "awhile"..den rest all the way to 9am lol..ah woo and tf left at 6am lidat..i think..den left me lyd daryl..den wait for daryl get ready..went to his house kopi tiam eat roti prata...den lyd wan buy milk feed me..-.-" lol..den pei lyd go home den ownself go home..found out eyes super red...den my spine is giving me problems walking..shucks..did i mention my stead is lydia ;) later people

2004-06-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

haix..what's love..?what's up with me..? what do i actually want.. thought bout alot of things yesterday night...more than what you can ever think of..bah..fuck....nvm fuck it

2004-06-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm..went out wib lydia on sunday..hurhur..den at noon den wake up..den go meet her at toa payoh interchange..change alot le ah there..until i blur liao..last time used to go there..now..wowie..lol...den she come and meet me..in pink polo tee and jeans..so chio (to me lah!!)..hurhur :x den she bring me walk pasa malam around her place de..lols..she offered to treat me funfair..but nv open leh..:( so sad..lols..den the pasa malam so sian de..den she go meet her father take $..her father quite yandao leh..like very young lidat. After that..we go to mrt..den see the mrt line..den decided go city hall mrt..go walk suntec...reach suntec le..(first time walk so close with a girl leh..hmm..not bad ah..like my stead lidat..hurhur :X hw i wish) den walk walk lor..pei her walk here walk there..den she go buy the icecream..belgium chocolate and dark choc..den i eat abit only..lol..den she down there tempt me la..-_-...den my spine..argh..struck me in the middle of nowhere..then pain liao..lol...after tt..walk out of suntec to shaw tower..den go find a place sit..she's temptin me there again..with her ice cream..den keep on wan me drink the ice cream..-_- den after rest den head to bugis lor..walk walk tt sian de bugis..walk past the neoprint shop..walk past edge..walk past alot of things..den call iris see whether can go her house not..really running out of places to go..den cannot go..sad..den after tt go take mrt..den give tf a call..den ask him out..den pei lyd to cheers buy drink..(omg lyd, i think some coins still inside my pocket) den hor..drink liao drink liao..den we bo liao..take mrt to tampines..den go meet iris awhile..let tf happy..den we go eat..wah..the chilli..damn hot ah..knn..:S hot ah hot ah..den after tt see that lyd like wan to sleep wan to sleep liao..lols..pig her..den tf as usual..always lookin out at nowhere..haha..den after tt take mrt back to kallang..den eat the dou hua..no appetite for me..so wan to vomit vomit lidat..den tf still play with the dou hua..er xin ah..nearly vomit ah..ma de...lol..den after tt send her home...den go home with tf lor...thats all for that day..that day still try to see soccer online..but owell..(hahaha..she's so cute..)...thats all for that day bah..13/6/2004...<3

2004-06-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

thanks to lydia..i now update my blog...hehe..sorry for the long time nv update wait...not in the mood for blogging this few weeks..its june..its time to play xD xD !! did i told u O lvl was over..damn..the exam hall very tense one hor...completely no sound sia..omfg...the han zi i knw 2 leh!!! then the passage i can read all!! wahahah..but duno answer correctly or nt >__< i hope its correct...get a B3..den get the fuck out of chinese classes.. haha..then first week of june did some remedial..didn't go for some..slept late..can't blame me mah..:D i need sleep one :X...then played soccer match at sch...was it on friday..? i duno..forget..i slide alot of ppl ah..wahahah..den tio blister..=( bah..montage!! fun fun..lookin forward to it..thought it was gonna be nice..on tat day alot of ppl late ah..lol...den i went to meet dom..take shoes from him..my bro go out take all the shoes with him..duno for fuck..nvm..montage not bad .... saw steffie!! saw my ben zhu..~ haha..both so cute leh..=O..after tt go lao pa sa eat..:| eat the chicken chop..not bad =X ...den skip the seminar..not feelin well..bah...i am so hungry now...den yest i go tf house..eat canadian pizza..LoL..den figure out how to make Ro server..but failed miserably..:( shit happens right..? to u guys..have fun in june...=) hao ai ni ah..;)

2004-05-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

owell..almost a week..nv update..this week got back alot of tests paper though..quite "satisfied" with what i got..!! all got improvemenet..i hope i can continue lidat..even my art pass omfg..so i think i pass mid year bah...but maths and science still not good leh..owell..i love this pic *points to mary kate and ashley* haha..2 chio bu..out of the many pics they took, i think this one's the best..don't u guys think so ? :\ anyways..ohya..so long nv see stefanie liao..so long nv come sch leh..must contact her soon le..later she bu jian from my world..will be very lonely one me..no one go bitch with :( ..went out on wednesday this week i think..went to get my ezlink done..suppose to meet joline but nv meet..den go eat you mian at roxy square 2 food court, wah lan, BAGUS ah!!! knn, i eat for 30mins leh, can eat very long sia..best best..i love that bowl of mian..hahahah..after that go pool..played with mike and tri..won mike lost to tri..tri nv choose pocket one leh -.- so many tyco shots..den we go parkway..make spects for hl..was giving lame comments bout spects..then when he was testin for his degree..he said the girl who tested her say until very "cute"..yes..hahaha..well..nice spects mate..den go parkway..hunt for stephanie's birthday gift...went all over parkway hunt for that tazmanian devil..lol..saw ms cheong omfg, den she gave us idea to buy book but soon drop that thought anyway -.-" den buy the tazmanian devil..i know she like tazmanian devil..luckily i did the quiz she gave..haha..den bring home..cost 70 bucks though..4 ppl seperate..so ya..brought home..so big sia..haha..den on her bday..took tax to sch with teh devil..bring to sch very mahlu sia..but nvm..once a year right..haha..think she like it bah..see her happy face..lol..den the girls strip the tazmanian devil..den see how she carefully dress up it..haha..:X anyways..happy birthday stephanie...so i guess thats all for this week ah?...nth much to write liao..sorry for late update..too tired to do anything..ohya..no thursday had a soccer match with band..win 8-3..conceded 3 goals though..hai..nvm..had fun jiu can liao...hurt my spine i think..now very pain..:| think of the week...well..don't want tell u all...OLE!!! *Nike football advertisement* hahahah..say kuan use this to trick me for this whole of one week fuck him! hahah kthxbye guys

2004-05-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

doh...today's monday..last paper i did is today's chinese listening..feel that its giving us free 10 marks..lol...owell..this few days have not been blogging..first not in the mood..secondly i'm playing all the pool games that is available in the internet..yahoo pool..mini clip pool....8 ball 9 ball also got..very fun very fun...played with heng loong during weekends..lost him 9-0 one night den the other evening after that win him back..lol..thrash nub!!!!! lol..aiya..this few days really nothing much..feel tt she nv talk much to me le..dun think she even know my existence..suan le bah..wang le ai~...its all bout pool now..pool pool..ohya..O lvl chinese coming liao..fuck it man..gonna slack through out this week..and erm..yep..gonna pia chinese after that..please no going to steph house again for study..it won't work out trust me..her house is more like a chalet or something...played some soccer today..score some goals..wheet..pull my leg muscle also..lol..fuck it..pain sia -.- nvm ..teh think of teh day...why are women still wearing bra even though it increases the risk of getting breast cancer..i mean..at least do something to stop it from happening..owell..on the other hand..i took myself into their shoe..liek..how bout no underwear for men forever..that would be like..omg out of shape liao leh..wth...i get you girls..i know your feeling..you all got my support to buy bra..xD kthxbye today's a happy day~

song listening now - clay aiken - invisible! (porno song, it was created when he was having fantasy with britney spears in the toilet xD)

2004-05-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

me and my lao po..hehehe..took during POA remedial class..:D PHEW..finally the mid year exams are over..well..the important papers are over..can SLACK and SHACK liao..haha..lets see..i've not been bloggin for the past few days due to the tremendous amounts of visits to stephanie house to 'study'..yes we attempted to..but however failed ..haish..but nvm at least got study abit..lol..at her house very fun one..alot of DVDs one..lol..just bid farewell to her on msn..good night stephy..den..during the exams for thursday and friday...this year's exam i no time to sleep at all..i'll just dream for 10-20 mins den rush through my work..lol..history last minute den finish up my essay..den cheng guang dong said my chinese paper 1 do until not bad >:O! passed omg yay..lol..hope the others pass too..if i pass means very easy for them le ;) then today got maths paper 2 and chinese paper 2..at first i duno what to study..both are as important..lol owell..after the 2 papers very relieved ah..but suddenly tot of O lvl..which makes me feel worried..lol..anyways..after exam go home slack abit then head over to interworld to meet ken and the rest of them..all playin pool and billard..saw ken and the rest..as usual we play play abit den go eat..ta pao katong laksa for them..woah knn 32 bus damn fucken long sia cb -____-""" nvm..go to her house..saw her beautiful sisters again x_x" owell..den see teh movie DreamCatcher..pretty good show..must say its very mysterious..finished at 10.55 lidat..den went off to kembangan to take mrt and headed home with a snickers bar..man..when i reached home still got chicken chop for me to finish....hai sian..tired liao..sleepin soon..aderline gimme such a warm good night message and stuff..lol..tanks you mei..she like not talkin to me..i duno..heck care..kthxbye all ;)

2004-05-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

what the hell..i'm going mad..with all this exams..friday i've got maths paper 2 and chinese!!!!! which one to study man..i'm sooo soo confuse man..today morning take taxi to meet joline at kallang mac..den go to sch together..she wan to bian bian..argh..no mood to study at all man..ohya..i told her last night..:O anyways..i bought pizza for the girls..all got one..and some pay me, wtf, i was suppose to treat them nvm. POA paper was ghey, god damn i was designing the final account with my leet art skills for half an hour man , nvm den ahhh..what to do now..came home and slack and shack..been slackin and shackin from noon to now 9pm..seriously i need to study..kthxbye off to study leave me a tag if you think i'm leet :D if you have notice, i'm not pissed now :P ohyeh my new unisex partner , stephanie arifin :D

2004-05-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

been studyin late this few days..no time to blog..owell..went to steph house yesterday...to "study"..in the end watch blair witch and the phone..lol..they were shouting like fuck..den today chem and phys mcq..anyhow ah..luan luan lai...lol...chem paper was EASY..but i never study what she gave..i listen durin tan siew seng class...manage to anyhow fill answers to comfort me...lol...back home..fuck up bout my mother la..den my fuckin bro push me off from the chair...wtf man..limbei never scold him he come touch me..from today onwards..i swear if anyone from my family touches me..i will kill him/her..try me..nothing else to write..gonna go back in cold war with my family again..think of the day..fuck off..i'm not gonna tell you the think of the day...

2004-05-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

omfg...CID runnin up your neighbour door..banging it down..greetin you with a "Yes?we're the police" is not funny..damnit..10pm still lidat..chao si ren..saturday..shld be out enjoyin..instead got remedial..poa and maths...see steph sleep durin maths..wonderin what she's think also..owell..durin maths de remedial i took pic with my lao po..today she look so sweet ya..but fat abit liao..lol..after maths eat durian..lalala lao po sit on my lap lol...ohya..did i mention that i wore class tee to sch..looks like macdonald...after tt went over to interworld for pool..play play abit..train train abit..saw the amazing skills of wei qiang and his brother..damn zai ah..after tt lao po come with heng loong..ohwell...just another day..think of the day..what the fuck do i want..ppl come and apologize to me liao..i still want this want that..hai..but den hor..aiya..nvm lah..say liao also won't do much of a help...fuck this world..

2004-05-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

bah..start off another gay day..saw those npcc boys and girls..today's npcc day :S not important too..its still raining..bah bah bah..talked to ken durin school..was tellin me his usual tales..lol..still pissed off..i guess i'm never gonna change my temper...after school...talk to ken as usual..use his hp call heng loong he dun wan pick up, went over to talk to him still dun wan reply me, cb, make me see that prick beside him for so long cb, ohyeh, i heard from my friend he talk bout me to heng loong, he said i am very lazy ,walks lazily, so funny. hah?this is none of his business?his pants always so low, don't know whether issit buy wrong pants or pa jiao see wrong size or wan save money so buy baggier, he's got a gay voice, gu niang sia, thats for sure, he walk never let people one, always must bang into people, think his lao bu is mdm heng issit, chao chee bye..this few days mood no good still got ppl talk behind me, wtf! but i was glad that heng loong didn't add on to what he said, good job mate *thumbs up* think of the day, what are friends for.. why can't everyone be friends..why must got enemy sia? if no enemy..there will be no war..wouldn't that be great? guess thats human nature..you may think the above post contain information which is offensive to you or affects you, please drop me a tag, kthxbye

2004-05-06T02:09:00.000-07:00

cool wind blows across my face at 5.13pm on this bad day..bad day yesterday..never wrote blog. i'll start with yesterday..start school as usual..returned home...my bro thinks he's a smart alec, so i decided to whack him, but my father stop me. after that he nag and nag and nag at me for getting so worked up, say i got wings liao can fly liao, go out beat ppl instead of at home la all sorts of stuff. i told him to stop it he den wanted to whack me, hah..HAH..after that i went to sleep without showering and decided not to talk to them at home..i'll just do my things and zip my fuckin mouth..today..my mom use her cane to wake me up. Pissed, i rush off to shower and prepare myself for school and left the house without a bye, first step done hah. then went to school and the sky begin to rain. did some readin in class..was quite shocked when i learnt that my chinese test was today instead of tomorrow..so began to brush up on my studies..ate some sweets which has the power of keepin me awake...den i'll paid full attention to those lessons after recess and managed to learn something..which is quite a success..i actually learned something..Art..i played dai dee..lost money..argh..managed to cover up some of my debts..but still got owe...hope tml will be a better day...went to hunt for roy and gang and on my way..i met ken..chat with him for quite sometime..den left to find the bunch of friends. Found out that they didn't played soccer..so decided to join them in the library..ahh..fuck up as usual..no mood to study..saw lyd and angel with those bball boys (as usual)...den i decided to study and left at somewhere near 4..on my way home saw steph , iris, jared and leonad, the sight of him makes me puke..fuck him..fuck up world..now that i've reached home..i haven even made a sound..i hope this continues on..i'll fight cold war with him..hah..this is a fucked up world indeed..yawning at 5.25pm...think of the day..why people still try to fall in love when they know it will bring them sadness...if you dare to love..you must have the guts to accept a reject..don't be no lamer..not everyone's a match..you can't have your way in this world..everyone's got each own thinking..ohwell....gay world..fucked up people..i hate life.....

2004-05-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

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omigod!!What a start...can't wake up again..damn..lols..pei lydia again ahhh :p but nvm..i don't mind..bought lollipops for bao bei nu er today..den give to her early morning..bought fruitella grape for stefanie..hah..den chinese paper 1 ah...was confident bout question 2..but for the second part..had difficulties..was dozing off wtf..cannot keep my concentration...den just anyhow write..hope i did that question correctly..den went off for recess..was at my usual spot again..eating nasi lemak. Heh..den during maths mr lee went thru the graphs we did yesterday and do some quadratic equations revision..doh..another homework. Followed on was chinese i think..nth much happen..den we had physics in the lab, was busy writing down what to study for mid year..gosh..14 points..i'm gona fail this time for real..if i don't start now. Woots..no remedial..don't wan to go home so early also..so..went over to interworld to pool..bid farewell to my bao bei at traffic light den went off to neal's house to grab some clothes while we chiong to interworld. I invited Jason to come along, never meet him before..so meet lor..nvm..lol..den he sibeh kp sia :X not bad la..his looks are presentable, for a full time slacker..his pool is good..zh got thrashed badly..den went off to kopi tiam to drink milo ice (his treat) with him..lols~ den msg melodie..found out she was at classic..but lazy go find her also..nvm nvm..den went off to bus stop take 40 den change bus to 62 and headed home..saw a chio bu on my way home..*whistle*..just another beautiful rose..lols..reached home..wearing neal's .01 shorties clothes..quite nice you know..lol..den started to edit my templates of the blog..hopefully i can get done by tonight. Its Tuesday night..the day i love best..cause i only got 2hr of lesson tml!!! isn't that great?don't need to sleep so early also..awies..lydia not going school tml..owell..guess have to miss her..:pPpPp argh..i must start studyin..lack of the motivation...it LOOKS as if everyone's not studying..but i guess they are actually hardworking at home...guess i have to do that too..ohyeh..lack of craps today..where is my esther?! lol..guess she's chiong-ing her exam which i heard from wai leng..today's think of the day...why is there gas in ice cream soda..damnit...everytime i eat spicy food..i drink ice cream soda..it seems to be biting my tongue..as usual..i wait for the spice to cool off..den drink my ice cream soda..lols!!! have a nice day everyone..

2004-05-03T04:45:00.000-07:00

Mmmm..woke up at usual time again..luckily the clock has been fixed. Heheh..can't really wake up today..guess its because i pei lydia yesterday night..volunteer~! :b.
Anyways, went to school as usual..nothing much..had the usual fun and laughter we had during assembly..den went back to class for history, did some group work..lolsz. Then it was PE liao wor, PE play soccer la..damn funny..alot of ppl fall down~ lol..i also slide la..slide until shoe dirty liew -_-" nvm....during recess sit beside my bao bei lydia...den she tell me how much she hate one girl..lols..:pPpPP
After recess was maths ah..did lots of graph work..oh my..just remembered i've got homework to do. So i guess blogging helps me, to go through what had happened today and what homework are there lmao. English was next..mdm wee teach us vowels..long vowels..diphblahblah one lah..alamuds forget -_-"
After school liao...talk to my bao bei lydia in canteen again..lolsz..she kope my chicken ah..den had lots of laughter with my bunch of friends..den cheena lai liao..teach us lots bout "gong han" and "si han" ..lol..wonder if i can score well for tomorrow. I've got chinese paper 1 for mid year exam tomorrow..just hope all my friends do well :D my bao bei lydia buy new thing wor..i think she likes it very much..lols..right right?:p hahah..come home crap with esther again..as usual...lolz...sometimes i really wonder...what is true love..all bout the looks?often in movies..those ppl like those soo called "ugly girls" in the movie..den got good character one..den they like..but in the real world..really got ppl lidat mah? if really got ppl lidat den we might as well don't care bout looks liao? if one is so confident they will find their true love one..maybe i should try it one day..dun care image..just keep good character..den see if my love one will come..which i seriously think its not gonna happen..lmao..just some thinking..take care guys :D

2004-05-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

oh..this is blog ah..first time try leh..heard of it long time liao...just do a rough journal first..heard its gonna be hard ..lol...wake up at 12 pm..sleep 1hr more still 12pm..sleep 1 hr more den i found out alarm clockie spoil liao..ah...den wake up..talk to mom a little bit...den went on to switch on my pc..amazing thing is that my bro's pc is not on..o wow...lol..but anyways..went into mu server again..trying to level there but got red name accidentally..argh..that sucks...like everyone's trying to kill me or something..around 3+ my sister goes sobbings again...she's sick and she still wan to eat ice cream..-_- decided to scold her but she still cry...nvm..forget bout it..let her cry until she hungry..lolsZ...den played mu again..downloaded some x japan songs...view the website that has information on hide...downloaded new songs..dir en grey - mask..quite nice i have to say...den crap with estherz..lol..know her yesterday..very interesting girl..she is not what she looks like..i bet there's more to her...hahah right esther?:p ahh..den on friendster mei qi, jocelyn and yun fang is still trying to flood si me leh...but unforunately they failed..lolsz..omg..did you notice i didn't study today..?got chinese paper 1 on tuesday...got channels paper 2 on friday...chinese "O" level end of the month...argh...ohyeh..my sister msg me..looks like she was fucking pissed..lol..its 12 midnight now...tml got PE ah..tiring..nvm..tml shall be a better day..:D ~!!